hujan...

hari2 hujan setiap masa pun hujan mcm x nak terlepas satu saat. Hati pun mula mhujankan diri gara2 merenung hujan yang jatuh membasahi bumi. Adakah aku layak untuk menangis kerana kadang-kala aku x layak menangis walau sedetik. x da insan yang layak untuk menyakiti hati orang lain terutama selepas ikatan termertai antara satu sama lain...hate himmm....

BLUE LIGHT

"BLUE LIGHT"....wau...cantiknya warna tu...yep cantik kata ku...just one thinked...betulkah...sakitnya hati bila da y btanya bgitu....
aura biru mnyelebungi hatiku pada ri ni pabila ku sakit hati. aku tahu aku x wajar marah. mungkin kerana hari2 dilayan bgini jd aku rasa aku patut marah.....
entahlah...aku mcuba untuk menjadi terbaik tapi x mampu....
tapi...hari jawapan sama...betulkah sibuk atau kebosanan...hanya diri yang tahu...
Biarlah aku x kisah pun....

reNungan sEkeTika...

tiBa2 disaat ku melaksanakan tanggungjawab terhadap tugasan yang memeningkan kepala, hati ku terdetik untuk menulis mengenai "M.U.S.U.H". mungkin ramai yang tidak ingin mendengar perkataan itu malahan akan ada yang membenci perkataan itu. tapi satu perkara menyedarkan aku mengenai musuh. perkara berkaitan dengan sesuatu yang tiba2 terlintas di naluri aku dinihari ni.
em...bagaimana harus aku mulakan bicara ni.....
" pernah satu ketika pertelingkahan berlaku antara dua orang individu sehingga menjadikan mereka membenci satu sama lain. mungkin benar kata orang " sekali perahu terlanjak sukar untuk berundur". perhubungan mereka menjadi retak hanya kerana satu kesilapan. cukup kalau aku namakan dua orang ni sebagai Si N dan Si M. Si N memulakan pergaduhan dengan mempersendakan si M. mereka menjadi musuh sehingga apa yang masing-masing lakukan ada saja kecacatan...misalnya semasa si N mereka kertas projek, ctk sungguh hasil namun si M tetap kata No, Buruk...
segala kecacatan masing2 nampak.
sukar untuk aku menoktahkan kata2 ni bahawa :musuh kita sebenarnya nampak kesempurnaan yang ada dalam diri kita tetapi dia tetap mencari kekurangan kita. oleh itu, kadang-kala apa yang musuh kita katakan benar tetapi apa kawan kita katakan x semestinya benar kerana dia menjaga hati kita sebagai sahabat.
Oleh itu, janganlah membenci orang yang membenci kita biarlah benci kita kerana selagi dia membenci kita, kita adaah sempurna sebab dia menyedarinya.....

Valentine ( the symbol of love): I get from another web. thank for publish that

Every year, the fourteenth day of the month of February has millions across the world presenting their loved ones with candy, flowers, chocolates and other lovely gifts. In many countries, restaurants and eateries are seen to be filled with couples who are eager to celebrate their relationship and the joy of their togetherness through delicious cuisines. There hardly seems to be a young man or woman who is not keen to make the most of the day.


The reason behind all of this is a kindly cleric named Valentine who died more than a thousand years ago.

It is not exactly known why the 14th of February is known as Valentine's Day or if the noble Valentine really had any relation to this day. The history of Valentine's Day is impossible to be obtained from any archive and the veil of centuries gone by has made the origin behind this day more difficult to trace. It is only some legends that are our source for the history of Valentine's Day.

The modern St. Valentine's Day celebrations are said to have been derived from both ancient Christian and Roman tradition. As per one legend, the holiday has originated from the ancient Roman festival of Lupercalis/Lupercalia, a fertility celebration that used to observed annually on February 15. But the rise of Christianity in Europe saw many pagan holidays being renamed for and dedicated to the early Christian martyrs. Lupercalia was no exception. In 496 AD, Pope Gelasius turned Lupercalia into a Christian feast day and set its observance a day earlier, on February 14. He proclaimed February 14 to be the feast day in honor of Saint Valentine, a Roman martyr who lived in the 3rd century. It is this St. Valentine whom the modern Valentine's Day honors.

According to the Catholic Encyclopedia, there were at least three early Christian saints by the name of Valentine. While one was a priest in Rome, another was a bishop in Terni. Nothing is known about the third St. Valentine except that he met his end in Africa. Surprisingly, all three of them were said to have been martyred on 14th February.

It is clear that Pope Gelasius intended to honor the first of these three aforementioned men. Most scholars believe that this St. Valentine was a priest who lived around 270 AD in Rome and attracted the disfavor of Roman emperor Claudius II who ruled during this time.

The story of St. Valentine has two different versions - the Protestant and the Catholic one. Both versions agree upon Saint Valentine being a bishop who held secret marriage ceremonies of soldiers in opposition to Claudius II who had prohibited marriage for young men and was executed by the latter. During the lifetime of Valentine, the golden era of Roman empire had almost come to an end. Lack of quality administrators led to frequent civil strife. Education declined, taxation increased and trade witnessed a very bad time. The Roman empire faced crisis from all sides, from the Gauls, Slavs, Huns, Turks and Mongolians from Northern Europe and Asia. The empire had grown too large to be shielded from external aggression and internal chaos with existing forces. Naturally, more and more capable men were required to to be recruited as soldiers and officers to protect the nation from takeover. When Claudius became the emperor, he felt that married men were more emotionally attached to their families, and thus, will not make good soldiers. He believed that marriage made the men weak. So he issued an edict forbidding marriage to assure quality soldiers.

The ban on marriage was a great shock for the Romans. But they dared not voice their protest against the mighty emperor. The kindly bishop Valentine also realized the injustice of the decree. He saw the trauma of young lovers who gave up all hopes of being united in marriage. He planned to counter the monarch's orders in secrecy. Whenever lovers thought of marrying, they went to Valentine who met them afterwards in a secret place, and joined them in the sacrament of matrimony. And thus he secretly performed many marriages for young lovers. But such things cannot remain hidden for long. It was only a matter of time before Claudius came to know of this "friend of lovers," and had him arrested.

While awaiting his sentence in prison, Valentine was approached by his jailor, Asterius. It was said that Valentine had some saintly abilities and one of them granted him the power to heal people. Asterius had a blind daughter and knowing of the miraculous powers of Valentine he requested the latter to restore the sight of his blind daughter. The Catholic legend has it that Valentine did this through the vehicle of his strong faith, a phenomenon refuted by the Protestant version which agrees otherwise with the Catholic one. Whatever the fact, it appears that Valentine in some way did succeed to help Asterius' blind daughter.

When Claudius II met Valentine, he was said to have been impressed by the dignity and conviction of the latter. However, Valentine refused to agree with the emperor regarding the ban on marriage. It is also said that the emperor tried to convert Valentine to the Roman gods but was unsuccesful in his efforts. Valentine refused to recognize Roman Gods and even attempted to convert the emperor, knowing the consequences fully. This angered Claudius II who gave the order of execution of Valentine.

Meanwhile, a deep friendship had been formed between Valentine and Asterius' daughter. It caused great grief to the young girl to hear of his friend's imminent death. It is said that just before his execution, Valentine asked for a pen and paper from his jailor, and signed a farewell message to her "From Your Valentine," a phrase that lived ever after. As per another legend, Valentine fell in love with the daughter of his jailer during his imprisonment. However, this legend is not given much importance by historians. The most plausible story surrounding St. Valentine is one not centered on Eros (passionate love) but on agape (Christian love): he was martyred for refusing to renounce his religion. Valentine is believed to have been executed on February 14, 270 AD.

Thus 14th February became a day for all lovers and Valentine became its Patron Saint. It began to be annually observed by young Romans who offered handwritten greetings of affection, known as Valentines, on this day to the women they admired. With the coming of Christianity, the day came to be known as St. Valentine's Day.

But it was only during the 14th century that St. Valentine's Day became definitively associated with love. UCLA medieval scholar Henry Ansgar Kelly, author of "Chaucer and the Cult of Saint Valentine", credits Chaucer as the one who first linked St. Valentine's Day with romance. In medieval France and England it was believed that birds mated on February 14. Hence, Chaucer used the image of birds as the symbol of lovers in poems dedicated to the day. In Chaucer's "The Parliament of Fowls," the royal engagement, the mating season of birds, and St. Valentine's Day are related:

"For this was on St. Valentine's Day, When every fowl cometh there to choose his mate."

By the Middle Ages, Valentine became as popular as to become one of the most popular saints in England and France. Despite attempts by the Christian church to sanctify the holiday, the association of Valentine’s Day with romance and courtship continued through the Middle Ages. The holiday evolved over the centuries. By the 18th century, gift-giving and exchanging hand-made cards on Valentine's Day had become common in England. Hand-made valentine cards made of lace, ribbons, and featuring cupids and hearts began to be created on this day and handed over to the man or woman one loved. This tradition eventually spread to the American colonies. It was not until the 1840s that Valentine's Day greeting cards began to be commercially produced in the U.S. The first American Valentine's Day greeting cards were created by Esther A. Howlanda Mount Holyoke, a graduate and native of Worcester. Mass. Howland, known as the Mother of the Valentine, made elaborate creations with real lace, ribbons and colorful pictures known as "scrap". It was when Howland began Valentine's cards in a large scale that the tradition really caught on in the United States.

Today, Valentine's Day is one of the major holidays in the U.S. and has become a booming commercial success. According to the Greeting Card Association, 25% of all cards sent each year are "valentine"s. The "valentines", as Valentine's Day cards are better known as, are often designed with hearts to symbolize love. The Valentine's Day card spread with Christianity, and is now celebrated all over the world. One of the earliest valentines was sent in 1415 AD by Charles, Duke of Orleans, to his wife during his imprisonment in the Tower of London. The card is now preserved in the British Museum.

There may be doubts regarding the actual identity of Valentine, but we know that he really existed because archaeologists have recently unearthed a Roman catacomb and an ancient church dedicated to a Saint Valentine.


From:http://www.theholidayspot.com/valentine/history_of_valentine.htm

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Symbolism

• Number that cleans and purifies.
• The number 13 brings the test, the suffering and the death. It symbolizes the death to the matter or to oneself and the birth to the spirit: the passage on a higher level of existence.
• For the superstitious, this number brings the bad luck or the misfortune.
• For the cabalist, the number 13 is the meaning of the Snake, the dragon, Satan and the murderer. But it is also for Christians the representative number of the Virgin Mary, she whose mission is to crush the head of Satan.
• Number in relation with the cross and also to the family, since by reduction we obtain four: 1 + 3 = 4.
• It is the element of too, that which makes pass from a cycle to another with what this change implies of anxieties by the arrival of a new unknown cycle.
• Represents the eternal love illustrated by Jacob and his twelve son, Jesus-Christ and his twelve apostles.
• If we consider 13 as a wheel to 12 rays, that is to say as 12 units around a center, it is beneficial. If we take it as prime number, it is maleficent. It is especially maleficent when we are at table and when one believes in his power. But, as observed judiciously Grimod: "The number 13 is to be feared only insofar as there would be to eat only for twelve."
• If we represent 12 under the form of the Zodiac, 13=12+1 is the number of the eternal return. The 13th hour is also the first, just like the 25th or the 37th.
• According to R. Allendy, this number "represents a principle of activity 3 exerting in the Unit of a whole 10 which contains it and which makes it produce only one cycle of perpetually identical renewal (1 + 3 = 4). Or it is the mechanism of its organization which submits the Universe to a permanent mode of oscillations and which leads it to specialize in nature."
• The image of the creature kneeling ahead the Throne of God, the Holy Trinity Father, Son and Holy Spirit, is symbolized by the number 13: the 1 ahead 3.
• It is "the manifestation of the good or bad generating power", according to R. Schwaller.
• Number representing the Son of God, according to Abellio.
• The thirteenth mystery of the Tarot does not have a name. It marks the uncertainty, the hesitation, the fickleness or again a transformation, the end of something (the death) and a renewal, a rupture, that is to say a very important change.

Bible

• The thirteen guests at the Last supper of the Christ.
• To chapter thirteen of the Gospel of Saint John, during of its Last supper with his disciples, Jesus declares that one of then will betray him. And after the announcement of the treason of Judas, Jesus prophesies the Peter's denial.
• The thirteenth chapter of the Revelation is reserved to the Antichrist and to the Beast.
• In 13th psalm, it is written: "The fool has said in his heart, There is no God".
• The mystery of the Seven Churches of the Revelation presents the winner of 13 rewards on the whole.
• The thirteen sons of David which were born when he was to Jerusalem. (1 Ch 3,5-9)
• It is the thirteenth day of the twelfth month, named Adar, that the people celebrated the victory of Judas Maccabaeus on the army of Nicanor to Adasa. (1 M 7,43-49)
• A decree of Jew extermination was decided by Haman during of a convocation addressed to scribes the thirteenth day of the first month. (Est 3,12)

General

• The apostle James says the Minor directed the Church of Jerusalem during thirteen years.
• The thirteen ecclesiastical titles of the sacerdotal hierarchy of the Roman Church.
• The father of Job had thirteen children, according to visions' of Ann-Catherine Emmerick
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• The celebration of the Epiphany takes place the thirteenth day after the nativity of the Lord. The number 13 is called theophanicus for this reason.
• We find often the number thirteen associated with the Blessed Virgin Mary. Her Assumption occurred a Friday 13, in August, at 3 o'clock of the evening, according to visions of Mary Agreda. However, according to revelations of Mary Jane Even in 1994, the Virgin would have died on August 13 and would have resuscitated two days later, that is to say on August 15 to be then received Body and Soul in the Sky. Also, the first and the last appearance of the Virgin Mary in Fatima occurred respectively on May 13 and on October 13, 1917 and it is on July 13, 1917 that the children of Fatima had their vision of the Hell, showing thus that the thirteen is also closely in relation to the suffering and to the death. Still today, in the end of time, the Virgin appears to some seers and clairvoyant only the 13 of each month. The 13th day of the month in the Christendom would be thus particularly dedicated to the Virgin Mary. Moreover several received particular messages tend to show it as it is the case of following messages. In one of messages given to a privileged soul of Quebec, Our-Lord recommended that the 13 of each month is in the honor of his Mother and established in each family. In another message given by the Virgin Mary to Sister Lucy of Fatima the 1st May 1987 for the celebration of the 70th anniversary of the day when she appeared her to Fatima on May 13, 1917, She asked her to celebrate the 13 of each month by songs and the praises in spirit of repair and of expiation. Remind also that it is on May 13, 1981 that occurred the attack of the Pope John-Paul II, in the Saint-Peter place. What saved him from the death, it is that he turned the head to look an engraving of Our-Lady of Fatima at the same moment where the ball of the gunner passed. The France, devoted to Mary since Louis XIII, celebrated her by processions.
• According to visions of Maria Valtorta, during the descent of the Holy Spirit on apostles in prayer in the upper room (Cenacle), the Fire of the Holy Spirit, then in form of sphere very shining above the head of Mary, was shared in 13 very shining melodious flames to go down on the 12 apostles and the Virgin Mary.
• The value of the letter M of Mary, center of the Latin alphabet, is 13. Likewise 13 words compose the invocation to the Virgin on the Miraculous Medal: O Mary, conceive without sin, pray for we who have recourse to you.
• For believer, Friday 13 (of the month of nisan) is the day where the Christ is dead on the Cross; it is also a Friday 13, day placed under the sign of Venus, that Eve, tempted by the demon, made eat an apple to Adam, what entailed their expulsion of the terrestrial Paradise. God being indeed rested the seventh day of the Creation, first Saturday (Sabbath of the Jews) was this day. The next week there had therefore a Friday 13, day of the original sin, since they was redeemed an other Friday 13, that the death of the Christ. Particularly the Jewish Passover was the 14 of the month of nisan, and the Crucifixion took place the day before the Sabbath of Passover, therefore a Friday 13.
• In the visions of Maria Valtorta, Jesus speaks about the thirteen veins of the humanity by which are distributed the divine graces, first by Himself, and then by His 12 apostles, choose by Him to represent the whole humanity and in which all the humanity is gathered in His 12 apostles.
• Some authors tell that Jesus would be born in a year counting thirteen months. When Hebrews celebrated their first Passover, they abandoned the solar Egyptian calendar and adopted the lunar calendar. Thus, to maintain the correspondence between the month of Pescha and the beginning of the spring, they had to introduce all the three years approximately a thirteenth month into the year.
• On the Miraculous Medal, the M of Mary surmounts the Holy Cross of Christ, this one being associated to the number 13. And the letter M is also 13th letter of the alphabet.
• The 13th glorious mystery of the Saint Rosary refers directly to Pentecost.
• According to the Rule in the Order of the Saint Saviour, given by the Christ to saint Brigitte of Sweden (who lived from 1303 to 1373), in the monastery, thirteen priests have to sing daily the mass and the office of the ecclesiastical year.
• The Jewish Faith states thirteen articles that are called fundamental dogmas of the Judaism. They were formulated by Maimonid.
• The Witnesses of Jehovah have 13 fundamental doctrines, without speaking their internal rules.
  
  1. The bible is the inspired word of Jehovah
  2. Jehovah is the only true God
  3. Jesus-Christ is the fathered unique son of God
  4. Satan is the "chief of this world"
  5. The Kingdom of Jehovah and the Christ will replace all human governments and will be the only government of all the humanity
  6. Since 1914 we live the "time of the end"
  7. A only path leads to God, all the other religions are not approved by Jehovah
  8. The death is a consequence of the sin of Adam
  9. Only 144000 go to the sky
  10. The others will live eternally on the earth under the Kingdom of Jehovah
  11. Respect the authority of this world, if they don't hinder their works
  12. Refuse the blood: transfusion and foodstuff
  13. Do the will of Jehovah
• The 13 is the number of skies for the Aztecs, and the hair of the Ancient of Days had thirteen buckles and his beard thirteen wicks. The ancient Mexico divided also the time in cycles of 52 years divided themselves in four periods of thirteen years. They had also a week of thirteen days. Thirteen was also, for the Aztecs, a time number, which represented the completion of the temporal series.
• The sacred cord of Druids has thirteen segments.
• The thirteen evil spirits according to the Cabal.
• The thirteenth in a group appears in antiquity as the most powerful and the most sublime. For example, Ulysses, the thirteenth of his group, escapes the appetite devouring of the Cyclops.
• For the superstitious ones, Fridays 13 are real nightmares: if that day there are 13 guests to the table, that precedes a death in the year (to be 13 to table would carry misfortune); to see a black cat Friday 13 carries misfortune; it is preferable not to exit that day, but in the opposite case, if one leaves by a door, it is always necessary to enter by the same door. The superstition of Friday 13 was also revivified in this era of the computer by some viruses introduced into the computer systems appearing only the day of Fridays 13. The fortune teller on the other hand predicts better the future on Friday 13. In France, as soon as there is a Friday 13 to the calendar, the National Lottery organizes a special drawing because some choose that day to bet the money. But for some, less credulous and more prone to the optimism, the number 13 is a lucky number on which they hope to make a success of what they do or to try their chance. For example, one of these succeeds to convince the British navy to dissipate fears of superstitious sailors who refused to go up a ship a Friday 13. It was indeed decided that they would proceed to the launching of a new ship on a Friday 13. This ship was baptized the H.M.S. Friday. It was controlled by the Friday Captain and took finally the sea a Friday 13. They never see again the ship and the crew.
• For the Mayas, the time is divided into several cycles beginning with the birth of Venus. And the cycle in which we are would have begun August 13, 3114 before J.-C. and would end on December 22, 2012. According to them, this date corresponds to the fifth and last cycle of the Earth, what would end to the destruction of the world.
• One tells that Philip II, king of Macedonian from 356 to 336 before J.-C., had the misfortune, during of a procession, to add his statue to those of the twelve major gods of the Greek mythology. He was assassinated few time after while he was going to combat against Persia.
• Number in relation with the moon: it covers on the average thirteen degrees per day and there are thirteen lunations in the year.
• The Creation would be divided into thirteen dimensions and levels: in the first dimension, there are 13 levels; in the second dimension, there are 12 levels; in the third dimension, there are 10 levels. And so on until the thirteenth dimension, which is the dimension of the portal, which is the Dimension of the Christ. And there, there is one level.
• The Sumerian used a zodiac including 13 constellations and 26 main stars.
• The shield of the old Slav divinity Prono was decorated with thirteen white points.
• The thirteen cords of the harp in Japan.
• The thirteen gates of the human body of the woman: 2 eyes, 2 ears, 2 nostrils, the mouth, 2 breasts, the navel, the anus, the urethra and the vagina.
• Some advance that the Universe created is governed by thirteen fundamental constants of the physics which are amongst other the speed of the light, constants of Planck, Boltzmann and Eddington, the load of the proton, the mass of the proton and the electron to the rest, etc. But this is far to make the unanimity for all seekers and scientists.
• In none of the most modern American buildings there is a 13th floor et bedroom number 13. They has also taken the practice to proscribe the number 13 of the numbering in some streets. No more 13 also for some airlines and to the automotive race departure.
• It had been formed in Bordeaux, at the 19th century, a society of 13. These jolly fellows organized banquets Friday of each week and committed all their businesses a Friday. The feast of the society was celebrated 13th Friday of each year. Before sitting down at table, they never omitted to reverse the salt boxes.
• To the historical viewpoint, there had: 13 primitive cantons in Switzerland, 13 States primitive in the USA, 13 L�nder of the Federal German Republic.
• The Apollo-13 capsule of the NASA is the only Apollo not to have succeeded to land on the Moon. This mission, which proceeded from the 11 to April 17, 1970, was already at midway of the Moon when an explosion occurred in an oxygen tank and paralyzed a part of instruments. The capsule had then to return on the Earth as soon as possible.
• The relationship between the volume of the Earth and that of the Sun is approximately 13 times a power of 10, that is to say 1 / (13.01 x 10E5) to be precise.
• The card deck includes 13 hearts, 13 spades, 13 squares, 13 clovers.
• Weight of the soul in ounce.
• Birthday of marriage: lace weddings.

Gematria

• Fischer calls thirteen the Jehovah factor since some words of the Hebraic language have been inspired by the essence of Jehovah whose numerical value is 26, that is to say equal to 2 x 13. The following words have all a numerical value (gematria in "N") whose common factor is 13: Moses, 351 = 27 x 13; Joseph, 156 = 12 x 13; Isaac, 208 = 16 x 13; Abraham, 104 = 8 x 13; Torah, 611 = 47 x 13; Jacob, 182 = 14 x 13; Israel, 546 = 42 x 13; Sinai, 130 = 10 x 13; month, 312 = 12 x 26 = 12 x 2 x 13; the divinity written in Hebrew, aleph, he, beth, he, 1+5+2+5 = 13. By using the gematria in "n", the following words have also common the factor 13: Elohim written in Hebrew, aleph, lamed, he, yod, mem final, 1+12+5+10+24 = 52 = 4 x 13; Amen written in Hebrew, aleph, mem, nun final, 1+13+25 = 39 = 3 x 13. It is also the numerical value of word "one", aleph, heth, daleth, 1+8+4=13, and love, aleph, he, beth, he, 1+5+2+5=13, in Hebrew; and the numerical value of the name of Jesus in Hebrew, yod, he, waw, shin, ayin, is 10+5+6+300+70 = 391, given 13 by reduction. In the Ostervald Bible, the Old and the New Testament count 1040 chapters for the whole of 66 books. And 1040 = 80x13. More, always in Ostervald Bible, the Old Testament counts 780 chapters for the whole of 39 books. And 780 = 60 x 13.
• The number 13 would be in a certain manner in correlation with our Earth planet which is called in Hebrew Eretz and that is written aleph, resh and tzade. The letter tzade put at the end of a word has not 90 but 900 as value. The numeral value gives therefore 1+200+900=1101. This number, interpreted in the mathematical base two (binary) is equivalent to the number 13 in the decimal base.
• The numerical value of the Hebrew word BEV, meaning chaos, gives 13.

Occurrence

• The number 13 is used 28 times in the OT and it is never used in the NT.
• Numbers 17, 22 and 120000 are used 13 times in the Bible and the number 120 is used 13 times in the OT in its cardinal form.
• In the Gospel of Saint John, Jesus uses on the whole 13 comparisons or titles to designate who he is really:
  
  1. I am the Bread (Jn 6,35 and 6,48 and 6,51)
  2. I am the Light (Jn 8,12 and 9,5)
  3. I am the Gate (Jn 10,7 and 10,9)
  4. I am the Good Shepherd (Jn 10,11 and 10,14)
  5. I am the Resurrection (Jn 11,25)
  6. I am the Way (Jn 14,6)
  7. I am the Truth (Jn 14,6)
  8. I am the Life (Jn 14,6)
  9. I am the Vine (Jn 15,5)
  10. I am the King (Jn 18,37 and 19,21)
  11. I am Son of God (Jn 10,36)
  12. I am in the Father (Jn 14,10 and 14,11 and 14,20 and 17,8)
  13. I am (Jn 8,24 and 8,28 and 8,58 and 13,19)
• The word star (or star) is used 13 times in the Koran. The words sickness, tear, dragon and the term "Son of God" are used 13 times in the NT. The words carnal and treason are used 13 times in the Bible.
• In the Bible, 26 numbers (written in their cardinal form) are multiple of 13.
• In the New Testament, 8 chapters possess 13 verses on the whole. And always in the New Testament, only 13 different numbers are equal or higher than 2000.

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namun bagi diriku ia merupakan tarikh yang amat istimewa
Aku dilahirkan pada 10.10, hari itu genaplah usiaku 22 tahun didunia, banyak yang belum aku pelajari dan belum aku kuasai.
Bagaimana agaknya aku sebelum ini dan selepas ini
dunia semakin tua aku pun semakin tua
diMana aGaknya Teman sepermainan ku daHuLu
diMana aGaknya kawAn bErsedih aku daHuLu
dImana agaKnya ....3X
haNya mamPu ku kaTakan BahaWa ia x seMudah yang aku saNgkakan....

nauri disaljui oleh musim luruh

kecerahan sinaran matahari di awal pagi dan udara yang indah di waktu dinihari mengingatkan aku mengenai kehidupan ku sewaktu masih kecil. aduhai indah nya...bermain bersama-sama kawanku. Bagaikan umpama semalam aku bermanja dengan makku dan merengek seorang budak. tapi hari ini bila ku pandang cermin rupa-rupanya aku sudah dewasa.
Tanpa ku sedari sebenarnya aku dah lama tidak melihat bintang di langit biru yang berkelipan dan menikmati cahaya matahari diwaktu pagi. teringin ku meihat cahaya matahari di waktu pagi. bestkan. udaranya pun nyaman....

oKtobeR

oktober menjelma lagi. wah bagai semalam ku rasakan bulan Januari tapi kini hujung tahun pula menjelma. cepatnya masa berlalu. kadang-kala aku tak tahu arus perjalanan hidupku cuma satu saja yang ku pasti ialah aku harus melangkah jalan dan bangun di waktu pagi akhirnya esok menjelma. hahaha. mengapa yea??? tapi entah cuma satu ja yang ku tahu bahawa apabila esok tiba aku akan menyesali perbuatanku di hari semalam. kecewa tapi kadang-kala gembira dengan segala percaturan yang telah Tuhan berikan tapi menyesali segala yang ku silap. bukan semuanya perfect dan bukan semuanya salah tapi kadang-kala aku yang salah percaturan. Ku kenang hari semalam untuk perbetulkan segala kesilapan di hari esok...buat semua..." Happy Oktober"...